A better plan...

"Why is the silence so loud in this room?
Unitl I find someone else, all I feel
is the hole in my heart."

I was telling a friend two days ago about feeling like there was a hole in my heart...and yesterday I got early to class...there was complete silence in the room...and the silence was getting louder and louder in my ears. So I wrote my feelings down in those two sentences.

I realized it's been a month since I woke up from my last beautiful dream...I wonder if I'll be able to have another dream like that again. I'm scared next time it won't be as magical...

I know I shouldn't worry about this...I'm a romantic dreamer after all...and that means I'll always dream that something good will come my way.

As if that blind faith wasn't enough...I received another letter from Marjun (my sponsored child in the Philippines) and what he wrote moved me to tears: "I know God has a better plan for you, more better than what you expect." Wow...this kid is going to grow up to be a prophet! Hahaha!

I know God has always a better plan...even when I can't see where all this is going...I will keep trusting and dreaming... (^_^)